It was 5am, and the sun was only beginning to hit the windows as she said to me, I think I wrote a poem about you.
And I said, how does it go?
It goes like this, she said, and it was beautiful.
It was shooting stars, pulled wishbones and a thousand things unfulfilled, all blown birthday candles and dandelion clocks; the superstitions we embrace so that sometimes, for a few seconds, we're allowed to have any dream we want despite it all.
At the beginning it was the regret for things, said and unsaid, breaking into sharp pieces in our palms so we could never hold them; then it was a confession, and then a heartbreaking demand, only to know
I CRIED UNTIL MY THROAT BLED LAST NIGHT
I HAVENT SEEN YOU FOR MONTHS
ALL MY FRIENDS HAVE LEFT ME
AND THE SMOG HAS BLOCKED OUT THE STARS FOR AS LONG AS I REMEMBER